I, Castiel…

I, Castiel…

…who carried out God’s orders blindly, without question or judgment

…who loved humans, loved the Winchesters, because God wished it so

…who raised Dean from Hell and saved him from oblivion

…who spared the world from losing the Winchesters

I, Castiel…

…who saved the Winchesters, even in their dreams

…who healed their wounds

…who spares people from sorrow by controlling their minds

…who travels in time to change the fate of the world

I, Castiel…

…who fought to prevent the 66 Seals from breaking and the Apocalypse from starting

…who stood as a brother by the Winchesters’ side

…who stood against my brothers and sisters, the angels

…who renounced my angelic mission for human friendship

I, Castiel…

…who made unholy alliances with the King of Hell

…who became a vessel for the unclean souls of Purgatory

…who lost my way from the despair of God’s absence

…who wished to do penance in Purgatory for my mistakes against humanity

I, Castiel…

…who believed in God’s love for humans

…who believed in the Winchesters’ love for people

…who believed in Bobby’s mission and brought him back to life

…who believed in the Winchesters’ prayers and freed Sam from Lucifer’s grasp

I, Castiel…

…who lived as a human without my angelic Grace

…who loved like a human without my angelic wings

…who died as an angel from the hand of archangels, Leviathans, reapers

…who suffered for the Fall of the Angels, my siblings

I, Castiel…

…who got caught in the crossfire of the angels who were lost, searching for the truth

…who naively believed Metatron’s promises

…who was manipulated by Naomi (8×10 Torn and Frayed)

…who got persecuted by my brothers and sisters in Heaven (11×02 Form and Void)

…who murdered my kind

I, Castiel…

…who became Lucifer’s vessel, reigning supreme in Hell (11×10 Devil in the Details)

…who fought to deliver Dean from the Mark of Cain

…who became an instrument to defeat the Darkness

…who joined forces with Rowena, a witch

I, Castiel…

…who ached for Kelly Kline’s fate

…who was rocked to the core from sensing the Nephilim’s power

…who believed in Jack’s good intentions

…who expected Lucifer’s evil intentions

I, Castiel…

…who died from an angel blade

…who was struck by the Lance of Michael

…who was humiliated by demons

…who was betrayed by Heaven

…who crawled through Hell and the Empty

I, Castiel…

…who always hears the rue in Dean’s prayers

…who always senses the love in Sam’s tears

…who sees the warmth in Jack’s soul

…who feels helpless when I  cannot  ease their pain

…who sees hope in the gloom of the post-apocalyptic world

I, Castiel…

I, Dean, Sam, Jack… I, Dean, Sam… I, Dean…I…Alone. Alone and entrapped in a bright circle of holy fire, in a dark cycle of a luminescent life…as an angel, as a human. Alone…The angel of solitude and tears…

I, Castiel, the “Shield of God”

“No, I don’t have a harp”

Forget me not…

Original Article: Iro
Translated by: Ncis Merlin Like
Αrticle Εditing: Amalia, Orestis

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